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Welcome to my blog randomnessandweirdnessisanna.blogspot.com where I try to annoy you as much as possible by not updating even after countless tags.
Oh. Repetition makes me happy.
And yes, there IS a pause button to stop the music from continuously playing in your ear, interrupting the sound of my very annoying voice playing in your heads.
MUHAHAHA.
I was copying down Chinese words.
"I have to remember. I have to remember. I have to remember."
Translated from Chinese: Please do not tell anyone what I've just told your mother.
I nod my head.
There is no way I'd tell anyone. I can already feel the tears.
It made every other problem I had today seem like nothing.
I realised I rarely have much "pain" in my life.
I do it to myself, I think.
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My mother has a conversation with me.
"You knew?"
"Oh look! Ezra is sooooo cute!"
I start pretending to half-sing, half-dance backwards towards the door.
"BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!"
"Eh. Why you like that, ah?"
Of course I knew.
But now it doesn't feel the same as before.
I feel happier about it now.
Yet depressed about what I didn't know.
I want to help, I really do.
And all this time, it seemed like only I had problems.
"Talk to me."
That's what I want to say.